i have been battling anxiety and depression for a while. i am doing great so far,but i was recently blindsided by a decision i had to make. it was not so much the decision as the way i was approached. i was not offered a choice, it was pretty much i have signed you up for this, i expect you to attend.
No questions of whether or not i was available or interested. and it took me awhile. After a few hours and 10 ml of antacid, i was able to explain, CALMLY that i was not interested, and that i would not be attending.
There was shock i think, because i usually say yes when family makes unreasonable demands on me and on my time. This time i put me first, and i am happy with myself, so far. trying to shut out the negative voices in my head i have found is the hardest part. the voices that tell you to just give in.
Monday will soon be here and i need need need the motivation to be bright eyed and smiley and everything else so… this is what i will be listening to. i have had a good good January, with a few glitches along the way, this song has helped loads.
i cannot express how happy i am that today is Friday. It has been so hot!!! I have had a bad bad hair week, skin break outs , wardrobe malfunctions. Eek!! I need Saturday.
Beauty should be shared so here you go.
There is something about this band that drives me crazy!!
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This week feels like it has had about 20 extra days yet it is only Monday. 😦
(hangs head in exhaustion)